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Saturday, March 13, 2010
i never told u
added the song!

I miss those blue eyes
How you kiss me at night
I miss the way we sleep

Like there's no sunrise
Like the taste of your smile
I miss the way we breathe

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

I see your blue eyes
Everytime I close mine
You make it hard to see
Where I belong to
When I'm not around you
It's like I'm alone with me

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

(YiNnY) ♥ 1:44 PM
Sunday, March 7, 2010
hais...i feel like i'm so irritatin.. it's so obvious he isn't interested in talkin to me yet i keep "harassing" him. it's not like i wanted to. i just can't help it. he's blowing hot and cold. he calls me at times, and at other times he just simply dun reply to my msges. am i just thinkin too much? this feelin is awful. ): i really have no idea wad i can do or wad i shld do at all...
(YiNnY) ♥ 8:29 PM
Thursday, March 4, 2010
beneath the fabricated front, my heart is bleedin...
yeah..i know. i look fine. i look ok. i realised i shouldn't make everybody worry abt me. if i were to show everyone how sad and affected i am, they will start askin tons of qns which i have no wish to answer at all..

his name is mentioned like everyday..all i can do is act like everything is fine..*sighx*

(YiNnY) ♥ 11:26 PM
Wednesday, March 3, 2010
wad is this?!
wad is this? wad is it exactly? idk idk IDK!! shld i be happy or not? i really have NO FREAKIN IDEA! aargghhh!!!! wad are u tryin to do!!?!?! this is just drivin me CRAZZZYYYYY!!!!!! somebody HELP ME PLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(YiNnY) ♥ 10:53 PM
Monday, March 1, 2010
its so sudden..i didn't expect that to be the reason. though it did cross my mind. yeah i know..its hard on u too. to keep it from me for so long. i'm glad u told me the truth. but sometimes the truth just hurts.

when u entered my life, i tot u were an angel sent from heaven..u brighten up my life. and i had something to look forward to each day..u were my motivation when i had any setback. we had some problems too but we managed to overcome all that. it was really hard, but i was happy..really happy. happy just to be able to be with u. but gd things dun last..at least not to me..

i am not oblivious of the sacrifices he made and efforts put in.i appreciate all that.. but now i feel i'm being thrown back into this dark, cold, lonely bottomless pit once again. i wished i can hold back my tears..but they just flow uncontrollably. i tot cryin myself to sleep might be a gd idea. i kept cryin but i just cant sleep. i'm not thinkin abt anything. my mind's BLANK. just wanna lie on bed and not do anything all day long.

i'm just so sick and tired of acting and telling everyone i'm okay when i'm NOT! i know alot of u are concerned for me..i know i seem silly, stupid, crazy or wadever. i will be fine...i will...someday.

a part of me is wishing he means wad he said. i mean who likes to get their hopes up high and get disappointed? but there's nth i can do i guess..still holdin onto hope..

(YiNnY) ♥ 2:57 PM
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
y?!
y? y do u not do anything when u know u are not puttin in enough effort? it's already very hard for me. and u are not doin anything to make me feel better. u seem different now. it's like u changed drastically within such a short span of time. all i wan is for u to put in more effort. is it really THAT hard? is it? being busy is not an excuse! its whether u wan to...it seems like u didnt wan to.. i dun know... i feel terrible.. i feel sad...i feel empty and i feel i'm so alone..can anyone pls help me...i feel like i'm gg to die any min...
(YiNnY) ♥ 12:36 AM
Saturday, February 13, 2010
doesnt feels right
have u ever woke up and everything just doesn't feels right? that's exactly how i'm feelin right now. it's a feelin...i dun exactly know who, how or wad. but everything feels out of place. been sick since yesterday. it feels terrible!!

sometimes i ask why am i where i am now. is this wad i really wan? it's hard...really hard. i din expect it to be THIS hard...i keep tellin myself i'm just thinkin too much. i shld STOP. but its hard. nobody will understand. nobody.... cuz u are NOT me. u dun feel the way i do. in short, this sucks. it sucks to be me.

enjoy ur reunion dinner peepz.

(YiNnY) ♥ 1:36 PM
Sunday, November 15, 2009
eeeeellllllllllloooooooooooossssssssssssss
hmm...is anybody even following my blog anymore?*haha* gonna update my wish list soon. cuz my bday is coming!! so u guys shld know wad to get for my bday! *haHAHahhaHAa* :p
(YiNnY) ♥ 11:43 PM
Thursday, October 22, 2009
yes...my cny part 2. lols
must finish this entry. LOL

my cousin peggy..she becoming more n more feminine! :D

charmaine~

kwoon jiew~

peggy~

sharonlynn~

we grew up together...played barbie dolls, games, etc.. those were the days.. all grown up now. we really shld meet up more often!

ktv!! finally our ktv outing has materialized. LOL

yes...we did peel all the mandarin oranges and ate it up. lols

the 2 small cousins!

cam whoring while waiting for my turn to sing. lols

i miss my hair!!! ):

yes its freezing!!

thanks again for helping me to collect my graduation gown. *wiNkz*

no they werent high on drugs.. LOL

perhaps she was mesmerized by our voices..

nominated drama queen of the yr!

yes!! finally done with my CNY post!!! :D

weather is like so so so SO HOT! lately...gosh!! take gd care peeps! and hope alvina get well soon! eat well, drink well & slp well! :p

(YiNnY) ♥ 5:18 PM
Gloomy days are here to stay..
havent blogged for ages i know.......

so much on my mind lately...i'm feelin so stressed out!! who can HELP me!?

i seriously dunno wad i wan...wad i wanna do and stuff..gosh!! this is killing me!!

no motivation...nothing.. YAWNS.. this sucks!!

(YiNnY) ♥ 5:03 PM
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