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Saturday, March 13, 2010
i never told u
added the song!

I miss those blue eyes
How you kiss me at night
I miss the way we sleep

Like there's no sunrise
Like the taste of your smile
I miss the way we breathe

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

I see your blue eyes
Everytime I close mine
You make it hard to see
Where I belong to
When I'm not around you
It's like I'm alone with me

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

(YiNnY) ♥ 1:44 PM
Sunday, March 7, 2010
hais...i feel like i'm so irritatin.. it's so obvious he isn't interested in talkin to me yet i keep "harassing" him. it's not like i wanted to. i just can't help it. he's blowing hot and cold. he calls me at times, and at other times he just simply dun reply to my msges. am i just thinkin too much? this feelin is awful. ): i really have no idea wad i can do or wad i shld do at all...
(YiNnY) ♥ 8:29 PM
Thursday, March 4, 2010
beneath the fabricated front, my heart is bleedin...
yeah..i know. i look fine. i look ok. i realised i shouldn't make everybody worry abt me. if i were to show everyone how sad and affected i am, they will start askin tons of qns which i have no wish to answer at all..

his name is mentioned like everyday..all i can do is act like everything is fine..*sighx*

(YiNnY) ♥ 11:26 PM
Wednesday, March 3, 2010
wad is this?!
wad is this? wad is it exactly? idk idk IDK!! shld i be happy or not? i really have NO FREAKIN IDEA! aargghhh!!!! wad are u tryin to do!!?!?! this is just drivin me CRAZZZYYYYY!!!!!! somebody HELP ME PLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(YiNnY) ♥ 10:53 PM
Monday, March 1, 2010
its so sudden..i didn't expect that to be the reason. though it did cross my mind. yeah i know..its hard on u too. to keep it from me for so long. i'm glad u told me the truth. but sometimes the truth just hurts.

when u entered my life, i tot u were an angel sent from heaven..u brighten up my life. and i had something to look forward to each day..u were my motivation when i had any setback. we had some problems too but we managed to overcome all that. it was really hard, but i was happy..really happy. happy just to be able to be with u. but gd things dun last..at least not to me..

i am not oblivious of the sacrifices he made and efforts put in.i appreciate all that.. but now i feel i'm being thrown back into this dark, cold, lonely bottomless pit once again. i wished i can hold back my tears..but they just flow uncontrollably. i tot cryin myself to sleep might be a gd idea. i kept cryin but i just cant sleep. i'm not thinkin abt anything. my mind's BLANK. just wanna lie on bed and not do anything all day long.

i'm just so sick and tired of acting and telling everyone i'm okay when i'm NOT! i know alot of u are concerned for me..i know i seem silly, stupid, crazy or wadever. i will be fine...i will...someday.

a part of me is wishing he means wad he said. i mean who likes to get their hopes up high and get disappointed? but there's nth i can do i guess..still holdin onto hope..

(YiNnY) ♥ 2:57 PM
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